PS Love Blog

I had a quiet day today and just enjoyed the holiday.
It is Rosh Hashana.  If you don’t know what that is, well, wiki it.

I made some phone calls to long distance friends and got caught up.
I went to a new shul and oddly enough saw a couple of old friends there.

I sat with some ladies and got some of the latest gossip.

I ate a lot.

I davened a little.

Last night on my way to shul I heard a Pink Floyd song.  Pink Floyd is sort of one of those ‘our songs’ and it set me off.  I fell in love once and that song was playing, what can I say?  So now for the rest of my damn life I’ll cry when I hear Pink Floyd.  Just how nuts is that?

I fall in love frequently, sometimes twice on a good night out.  Usually I’m over it in a few hours, sometimes a few weeks.  But this guy, he was something special. As it turned out it was just one of God’s little jokes.  The guy and I can never be together for a whole bunch of reasons.  It is in the ‘ain’t NEVER gunna happen’ category.  He’ll call every so often, which really only makes it worse.  I forget about him most of the time really these days, but then some dweeb on some radio station has to go play some Pink Floyd while I’m listening.

Last night was one of those nights.  So I teared up on the way into shul.  Nearly lost it again once or twice during services.  When I got home I took the cure.  A brownie with ice cream on it.  Today I woke up feeling great again.

Fearing people in shul today would think I was so moved by the service that I was crying, I tried to avoid that scenario by sending out a few Happy New Year emails to people I know and a few I don’t before I left for shul. What better way to keep your mind off a ‘SO over’ relationship than to stir the waters a bit and see what fish jumps out. There was one guy this morning I emailed who I think is rather interesting but I’ve never met him.  What the hell, ya know?  I’ll be damned, he emailed back and wished me a happy New Year too.  That was pretty cool.  It doesn’t mean anything really, but I’ll take that as a sign from God.  What kind of sign?  I don’t know.  I couldn’t begin to tell you what it means, but I know its important because it is a sign. haha  If it is my lucky day it is a GOOD sign.

I haven’t written on my blog much lately, I know.  I’ve been really busy with a business concern and in addition I contracted to write for a gambling website.  Yeah, I don’t gamble, haha. I guess they want me to just to be funny and keep the losers coming back.  So, I’ve been really busy.  Sorry to say, this blog has really suffered.

In the coming months, I should get life a little smoothed out and not be so busy with everything else so that I can write here more.  I will also post the url for the other website I’m writing on as soon as it is up and ready for viewing.

I wish you all a great new year, just jammed packed full of fun and cash.  May you be debt free and have lots of sweaty sex.  I wish all your dreams come true that aren’t going to bite you in the ass.  May all your idiotic dreams that are only going to cause you problems in the end not come true.
PS Love